WOooooooooooooooooooot bday in one day, everyone should give me money cause i need it to pay my bills lol

anywayssssss having a party tuesday so my best friends can make it and chea, turning the big 20, i feel old T_T and feel like i havnt accomplished much oh well haha

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

OMG BDAY CAKE is gonna be awesome =X

bah ccan't change my mood but im not depressed xD more like cheerful woot

Lonely summer is lonely T_T
Guh this is turning out to be an extremely horrible summer
my bday is coming up soon and I actually wish I wasn't, most of my friends are too busy to even come to a party =\, so I might not even have one

guhhhhhhhhhh soooooooooooooo depressssssssssssinnnnngggggggggg
someone shoot me pleease
-sigh-
Anywayssss you assholes need to come on more and say hi

False Hope?
I want something but I can't have it

I want a kitty T_T
I want someone to cuddle with
I want someone to play super smash brothers with me
I want someone to talk to me on the phone for hours
I want to sleep without a annoying bird waking me up at 4am exactly each day
I want to be hugged

I need none of the above

the end

edit: OH EM EF GEE, I Just saw cloverfield and wow kick ass movie, but creepy as hell, and for those that havn't seen it you should, but be warned theres alot of jagged camera movement and it can make you sick in the tummy T_T, but awesome movie, but yah wow crazy ummm yah im glad i watched it but ummm yah good thing i dont have dreams/nightmares cause id be a wittle freakied out o.0

Bahhhhhhh, things are going so slowly, It seems I spend most of my day doing nothing, It seems like my life is lacking a close friend, I used to be able to just randomly find people and be okay with it for a while, but those relationships just dont seem to fulfill the empty spot anymore. I dont neccesarily need someone to love, but I do wish I had someone to spend my time with, either in silly conversation or just be able to take to the movies and play the Nintendo Wii with, I find myself in an urgent need of something to pass my time, I've busied myself with learning new things, but I can only take that so far. The thing is I'm not sad, nor am I depressed or upset, but instead an advanced stage of bored. Its at the point where I actually wish I had more classes... which I find slightly disturbing... oh well.